In this perfection I. Lament her beauty,. Her voice a sour note. In this bitter serenade.. In this perfection. I lament her beauty,. Her voice a sour note.
So here we are again. The same fork in the road. I hate you, you love me. This story's getting old. The day that I opened up. You shut me out for good.
[?] back. Like a gunshot that may have hurt less. Than the words I caught in the chest as your body rot. I try to catch you but I keep my heart locked.
My soul, it screams for you. Can you not hear it?. My arms reach out for you. Why can't you take them?. My heart burns only for you. Can you extinguish it?.
.... Go. We say this means forever. Can't cut the "chord" and walk away. No special ceremonies. Seeking their approval, no not today. We're not gonna hear it!.
Standing on the edge,. battle in my head,. I'm dying to know. I'm dying to know. . If I take this leap,. to fail or succeed,. I'm dying to know. I'm dying to know.
To unafraid of what's to come. I hit the ground and run. Not sure what's coming next. And never looking back. . Hollow nights to empty days. Something had to change.
Yeah. . How much can we take. To labor and to break. the system's walls. Watch me smash it fucking down. We produce and we recreate. The gods to which we sell our souls.
Raise up the ghosts of the dead. I won't die like them. Push past the point of raw emotion. I will breathe. . Exist with a broken spirit. I will die complete.
YEAH!. . If I gave you pretty enough words. Could you paint a picture of us that works. With emphasis on function rather than design. Aren't you tired?.
Marching along, like a good soldier does. I'm setting sail, with anchors holding me down. Pack up my bags, stow them away (stow them away). Bidding farewell to all that is safe.
Go. . Picture yourself alone. And trapped in a dark flooding room. The water is rising up. And signaling the impeding doom. Kicking at the walls with bound legs.
Can't check myself at all. Break my fist on the fucking wall. Because raw instinct is all I know. And it suits me just fine. Convince myself that. My actions aren't received as spite.
Resolute a stance of defiance. Always teetering on the bring. Nothing can hold you back when. When you're not holding back a thing. Open arms (we) embrace tomorrow.
Hold your breath quiet now dont say a word. You could run (but) it wont do any good. Prayers forsaken when you lose faith inside. It's not time to die.
This life starts with a heartbeat. Is it beat, beat, beat, beat, beating me down. Like the loser I am?. . I can't help but to see. That success scares the living shit outta me.
Lie down, curl up in a ball. You'll never even need to crawl. Strive for shit, slave to it. You're working for the means to an end. Build walls and watch bridges fall.
So Here We Are Again. The Same Fork in the Road. I Hate You You Love Me. This Story's Getting Old. The Days That I Opened Up. You Shut Me Out For Good.
After all this time of asking questions of trying to find. Something to quiet this soul, I'm left alone within my mind. Into this self-made hell I dwell, it's not as hot as you think.
You took me home. I drank too much. Because of you, my liver turned to dust. Cold rust taste a cruel creeping cold pain. Do you understand what I mean?.