One broken wing,. Soaring and suffering,. Arm in a sling,. I dont owe you anything.. . Im a bad absentee,. You know when I want to leave.. So close up your knees,.
Right when the blizzard ends, they throw a fucking huge parade. A great excuse for celebration of the mess they've made. But then when the streets get flooded, we know what proximity's worth.
You were simpler. you were lighter when we thought like little kids. Like a weightless, hate-less animal. beautifully oblivious before you were hid inside a stranger you grew into.
If I never get back home,. Theres no garden overgrown,. No widows in the walls,. No widows left alone,. . No shirts to hang or fold,. No kid out in the cold,.
i wish that i had known. in that first minute we met. the unpayable debt that I'd owe you. . cause you'd been abused. by the bone that refused you. and you hired me to make up for that.
Maybe when i'm older, i'll be clearer. More attuned and understanding. Well, i'm ready. I wrote a list of my demands and then I burned an older version.
by saying nothing. i'm saying something else. not victim to the cause. in time the voices fade, away. if you live in my world. then live in my world now.
feels like a misery. has followed me down. is draggin' around. feels like i've got no retreat. or place to reside. one day at a time. . still one question lingers.
You wanna climb up the stairs,. i wanna push you back down.. But i let you inside,. So you can push me around.. . If I leave before you,. And I walk out alone,.
Beneath these restless waves. A vessel's in its place it lies. We forget and live our lives. . A moment in a dream. Forever Child she speaks to me. She on her favourite ride.
If he could breathe then he would feel so well. And not locked up inside this prison cell. Another accident complacency. And now he questioning a truth believed.
So loud,. So loud,. Slow down,. Slow hound.. They want to conquer you,. Abandon you.. I want to burden you,. Belong to you.. They want to think for you,.
faded, faded fast. life flashed through in pictures frames. and i have loaded and spun. the barrel of this gun again. you see we forget. and all the reasons we believe.
In the hotel, I can't remember how the past felt. I rent a blank room to stop living in my past self. Fuck now. I'm outta here tomorrow. Fuck now. I'm outta here tomorrow.
graduate of innocence. begins the road and travel. the call is out to join the fight. and family line is followed. . forget me not. memories of tonight.
why can't we find a resolution?. wise up and find one now with me. a time of trial, then execution. and now we're feeling more at ease?. . coz i'm a man and i'm trying to understand.
Every time we speak, you are spitting in my mouth.. If I dont take you somewhere else, Im gonna pull my teeth right out.. . Every time we meet, you are shrieking in my ear..
One bad night I'll hold the glass until the glass can hold me down. And one bad night I'll spill and spill until my feet begin to drown. One bad night I'll hear you calling me to help you not pass out.
Now, in winter, I'm looking, forward to spring. It's cold here, and damp there, and I want,. more sunlight on my skin. Coz I don't want to be here. And I'm not coping with the pace.
In a nightmare, I am falling from the ceiling into bed beside you.. You're asleep, I'm screaming, shoving you to try to wake you up.. And like before, you've got no interest in the life you live when you're awake..