Sunlight warms my face. It's hard to take in. An overwhelming grace. From the way that I live. So close to you. I feel so ashamed. This must be new. 'cause I've fallen again.
(Written by Bob Calilli, Michael Lookofsky, Tony Sansone). And when I see the sign that points one way. The lot we used to pass by every day. Just walk away Renee.
I am a gambler, God knows I've been around. I've lived it up, now, I'm livin' it down. I've played some hunches and I've played some blues. A man with nothin', ain't got nothin' to lose.
And when I see the sign that points one way. The lot we used to pass by every day. . Just walk away, Renee. You won't see me follow you back home. The empty sidewalks on my block are not the same.
Wake up. . Our lives are entwined, can't escape. But you and I have never stood face to face. Still I can't get away. Think that you can just step right in.
Now that I'm all alone, painfully aware. I'm starting to feel the cold knowing you're not there. . Caught somewhere between my fears and dreams. And all I have are demons here for company.
Identity murdered, malicious intent. I'm recreating myself at last. Rise up from destruction, start over again. Reborn, I'm now erasing the past. . Did you think for a second.
I'm sickened. I know I've been betrayed. But I keep ignoring. The warning signs. . You tell me. That I'm not beneath you. But you act above me. Knives in my spine.
Why have we waited so long?. Suppressing the power inside. Tear away all that was wrong. Something too massive to hide. . It's time to rip the chain from your neck.
There were times when I questioned my reasons. Thought I wouldn't last. Seemed the hand of God held my head underwater. Somehow I fought back. . It's still not over yet.
Explode. . I feel you stare, watch me not care. Glare at the freak, you've no control. Feel your eyes probing me, judging me. Only makes me want to explode, just explode.
Forged my strength out of determination. I've survived this long on will. Dropped so many times that I've lost count. Never stopped me once. Never known anything else, anything else.
Cold blooded. Ice in my veins. Cold blooded. Ice in my veins. Ice in my veins. . Spit in your face, another worthless liar. I know your kind. Save me the smile, you're just a cut-throat bastard.
Can you feel it building?. Can you feel it building?. Can you feel it building?. Can you feel it building?. . Can you feel it building?. Devastation is on the way.
I never saw whatever it was. That came and hit me from behind. Then I awoke enraged and confused. How could I have been so blind. . Life's escaping, don't pretend.
Go. . Seems like only yesterday the dream became so clear. All was possible and God it felt so near. So I suffered and I bled, I truly did believe. Years have come and gone, but just where has it brought me.
slide over here. listen to me. rippling wordstreams. to unlock dreams. take up the slack. loosen these bonds. unzip and undo. untie my tongue. untied undone.
From: [email protected]. "Walk Away Renee". She said it was just a figment of speech. And I said you mean 'figure'. And she said no 'figment' because she could never imagine it happening.