I arrived with the lie I've forgiven. Didn't wanna live on the wrong side of love. I couldn't leave, though you made me a victim. Standing in the kitchen with the keys in my hand.
Fatal missy, daring you to kiss me. Crystal gypsy, light my fire. . Tonight I die to realize. I bury my shit deep inside. I suck up all you think and I'm thirsty.
I waited for you. No one helped me through. I can't believe in you. And nothing is true. Following you around. Shoveling through our problems. I don't hate myself for being so dumb.
Story of water stronger than a man. Town crier: day of the dam!. More than a hundred years ago. The flood raged on fast and cold. Smashed barrels and broken chests.
Time to fake a miracle, memorized emotion. Memorize lullaby; changin' the arranged deal. Tell me every reason why, cradle my confusion. Memorize lullaby; changin' the arranged deal.
Did you think I was dead inside?. There was no room to grow. And if I loved you still, I didn't let it show. . I never left you, though I've always loved you.
Drop your guard, I'll get to know you. Simon says it's time to move. And God only knows I think about you. . 'Cuz it's never time to show and prove. It's never time to show and prove.
I don't know how to sleep, I forgot how to eat. But I hail to the command. I took my only chance. All I ever wanted is just to know what's up. But when I try to fake it, I always fuck it up.
Held on a long tine before. I handed it to you. Hoping that one day I'd be strong again. The last thing that you said just strikes me odd everytime. And then the daydreams start to scurry in.
You and I are getting own words. You and I are wondering worlds. Apart from each other, joined at the heart. . You and I escaping the earth. Chasing tears for all that it's worth.
I close my eyes and I keep seeing things. Rainbow waterfalls. sunny liquid dream. Confusion creeps inside me raining doubt. Gotta get to you. But I don't know how.
We've all got a past. And these ghosts are holding us back. . I listened to your message. Over and over again. Thought about how I let you down. Thought about who I am.
Blowing trash in bitter wind, zip my sweatshirt to the top. Shoulders high and hands are hid in pockets not quite adequate. Sidewalk take me to the fire that will melt my frozen soul.
One more time around, I can't stop this carousel. I've tried so long to no avail. I've tried each horse on here, still no new scenery. I'm dizzy, my stomach's sick, and I'm tired.
Breathe. I breathe you in, breathe you out. You bring me in, you bring me down. And I see what you are to me. So please. Just let me, just let me be me.
Your eyes, Baby. Is what gave it away. You had somethin' on your mind that. You didn't know how to say. But oh-oh, how can I love you. If you keep runnin' away.
summon your darkness, evil alone. with hate avoiding the light. abandon all the doctrines of christ. bloodshed on the altarstone. make my way thru masses of death.