Terrified to change, terrified to lose with all of this on the line.. And why decide right now?. In the ways we thaw.. In the ways we flaw.. In the ways we stain..
I will not deceive myself this time.. I, with cheating another, I have cheated myself.. I feel so incited that it's come down to this.. This is how I repair the hurt that I have caused..
I will not deceive myself this time.. I, with cheating another, I have cheated myself.. I feel so incited that it's come down to this.. This is how I repair the hurt that I have caused..
Hand-fed triumph, spoils.. Battles which you cant recall fighting in.. This fancies your fit.. You've settled down for a long winter's nap;. Simply grown tired of cheap thrills, but it's been years upon years of craving simplicities..
I am as old as my tongue.. I am much older than my teeth.. Been neighbors for years but nevertheless not a word was shared.. Just eyes through the blinds..
Assessing all the goals and the virtues that congealed.. Am I the sum of all that I have struggled to fulfill?. The hands of time have carried me closer to my intentions;.
This place, more orange nowadays.. The ashen badlands redeem.. Your face, through magnified glass, still draws me in.. Those big eyes draw me in.. Distrophy, stale again..
In one eye and out the other.. The heiress turned historian, reach-out!. How did she handle herself. Position herself while writing this?. Book-signing autobiography..
Taken this for granted.. Pawned a laugh for a smile, a hug for a handshake, a note for a goodbye, thank you.. Dial the sun, for the time?. Dial the sun, forgive a big hand, a little hand..
Take my eyes.. And you will see what pulled me from my ignorance.. Sight. See this. See us. See us. See us.. I can only feel this around you and no one else..
Die my heart, I'm here again.. I've been alone again.. And without you here, there's just so much to say.. The loneliest of times may come when I talk to you but you're not there..
Woe?. Blame it on the rain.. Whoa!. Blame it on the name game.. Size-up, suit up self-esteem.. Tie-down, dress-down fight in the dog-days.. Wolf nights?.
I have a block on my brain and a clock in my mouth and I'm tasting each second.. For days I've swallowed the hours.. Striking worth into the air with words like arrows that were stuck into my knees;.
You find this easy to kill her mind when everything you took was irreplaceably mine.. You'd still expect her to know what to say?. When all the time she spent scared of you..
If you would like a coalition with my in in my eyes,. mark me down -say it- this institution demands these words.. Knife your worth.. We said, "Your vitality is like a throat and in this cold it stains,.
Needles in the grass?. Ok, snakes in the hay.. Homogeny is engulfing culture.. Strip malls and chains tear down the sanctity of days, supplant ancestry with amenity..
Breathe me in like air, innocent.. My fingers bleed.. I've been writing too much.. Preventing these words from searing my battered throat.. And I can't even scream so I sketch your face..
Aquatic fortitude!. Unscathed and witless, below the hopes and fears of robotic fixtures.. Proposed to the fluent lovers, hopeless romantics enthralled in semantics..
Slave your slumber, it is ruin in miles.. Holding her blank like memory.. I saddle illusion.. (And I burn delusion.). They were always one.. Flint is a root, the type of wrath in your smoke..