Nothing is nothing again, you're on your knees and in the rain,. you close your eyes but you still see all that you had. so you say "What's it to me, I've had this all before,.
Excellency, by the time you read this I'll be gone.. Long gone.. Gone long.. No longer adorned in robes, nor the finest of armor.. Wayward grows a light exponentially beseeching me..
The fire of your feelings. The light of my desires. The flash of your hope. The beam of your love. So much bright and scorching. . Only the angel of my dreams.
I try to mortify the feelings. To destroy the memories. But something remains. It ties me to the past. . The past I lived. Made me enjoy itself. I loved and hated.
Burning all the limbs. Wounding my pulsing heart. Carving my soul that doesn't. Belong to me as well as my heart. . In you are my feelings. My bright flash.
You need my pain. And sight of suffering. You want to get this feeling. And you'll have what you are asking you. I'll give it all to you like in a play.
I wanted to reach a certain goal. Expossed many people including you. And I can't run away from the shadow. Which chases me. My sins, my sufferings. And given in the measure and deserve.
The chaos came: desires and passions. Destroy my mind. The strikes of heart and thoughts. Can not get normal. The innertion takes me. To the lost points far away.
I rambled alone. Just like a lonely wolf,. The wood ahead of me. And the mighty wind behind.. The road I saw,. It was so clear and real.. I didn't want to lose it..
I flew alone. Just like lonely crow. The wood lay ahead me. And the mighty wind behind. . The road I saw. It was so clean and real. I didn't want to lose it.
The masters of my faith. I trust my thoughts. Into your fargone light. I am alone, for you are plenty. I am alone in facing you. You and your power. .
Lifting my hands to the clouds. I take off the sinful earth and fly. I'm carried by the wind so soft and clear. And by the bright blue sky. My flight is safe and fast, I have no fear.
Thoughts carrying into eternity. A road leading into the distance. Space inviting upwards. Anxiety tike on my way. A shadow dismal. Makes me return to the past.
Moonlight through branches of the trees. Cold but magnetic. . Inviting and putting me only guard. The light of dreary solitude. . But hardly everything is so faceless.
Space inviting upwards. And feelings born by the will. In energy have interlaced. In breathing, even and free!. . But the burst won't come, don't wait for.
melt the snow in my lies. melt the magic in my eyes. what I m searching for. what I m living for. . ... I forgot....
today the dawn has come to tell. a tale of fortune traders. they came from far beyond the waves. . the other night they spoke the curse. and put their masquerade on.
sometimes I wish it would never end. sometimes I wish I couldn't care. sometimes I feel like I'd never see you again. . take a walk on an autumn night.