Salvation. Soul searching for lost innocence. I feel it coming, coming in waves. Created my own world. The angels they carry me. It's such a long way home.
My time to think. All that I need. My time to think. Never again - found my calling. Never again. . It will not pull me down. . Flesh over bone. Cut and bleeding.
Seeing you. Burns my eyes. Touching you. Burns my skin. You've tortured me and watched me die. Concrete will. I can't give in. . Sorrow grows. Life it dies.
Eating away at my body and soul. So tired of all that you've taken. I've always known that I'd be on my own. Not knowing how hard I've fallen. . In your arms.
My way right way. Dark haze long daze. . Feel it pulling me. Thru life thru pain. Condemned. I burn for this hell on earth. . Saw it coming for a long time.
You'll never know, you'll never know. Know what it all means. Still I believe, always believe. I know that I've done right. . You make it so hard, you make it so hard.
Look at me now. Stare into my eyes. Deep into my soul. The pain I feel. It's stronger than life. It's taken control. My mind is gone. I'm dying inside.
Burn by love I taste the memories. I lick my wounds with pride. Count my days and nights in misery. Fueled by this rage inside. I can't look back. Can't look back.
To the nines. Prepare myself fro drowning. Anytime. I made my own world. Losing it. I rob myself of everything. Destroying my body and my mind will fail.
Liquid sky and cold black earth. Thank you for this new rebirth. Things are not what they should be. Broken soul has been set free. . Will to live was sinking slow.
I'm not alone. In times of sorrow. Through grace from God. I'll see tomorrow. Still standing strong. . I built this shrine. With bones of those lost. They had a dream.
Take more than you give me. I can. taking it, after all these years. Close my mind to suffering. I will. Open my mind to all that's right. . Making me.
Grown so tired of the burning inside. Rising above. Live confined time to leave it behind. Leave it behind. . Brick by brick got to tear it all down. Bringing it down.
I gave to you all that you could ever need. And in return you gave me disrespect and greed. Now I've had wounds before, not as deep as these. So now you crawl away on your hands and knees.
Turn my vision to the black night sky. Losing focus and I don't know why. Empty bottle and a razor blade. No use cleaning up the mess I made. . Suicide.
Cradle your head to lessen the blow. On the horizon's where the answer lies. My soul is hungry to feel the energy. I get my power from the gravity. . Lasting image is frozen in time.
So you've been judging me. You need to feel my pain first. You may not understand. Just what it means to feel cursed. . I never lost my faith. Although at times my hurt showed.
Beneath the ruins of man. I've learned to take my time. You may not understand. The things that burn my mind.. Before I'm gone. Conquer it all. Hope still not gone.