I've been pushing so hard. I've been pushing so many years. Still that fire will always burn.. Count on me until I die. I command of myself. I believe in the things I'll do.
Twisting All That I saying and doing. Abandonment. Burning even in pleasure. I burning. Melting away. Impact. Taking the impact. Look back. Take time to look back.
Your fear. Your weakened shallowed emptiness. All that is beckoning me. For years. Ie seen your lack of everything. Pushing me far beyond you. To hold.
Three days of detox. I'm sweating and scared. My head's spinning out of control. It's draining my will. And it's leaving me weak. It's taking my body and soul.
Behind The Black Horizon. Believed, believed in all you told me. The need, the need to grow it holds me. Below, below my spirit's twisting the truth. I found the truth was missing.
Look at me. Gone away my friend. Can't you see. Buried once again. Endless time. Reached the promised land. State of mind. Suffer by my hand. The end is still long, long way.
Crawl back from the dead. Set me free at last. Forevermore. Taste the freedom. . Now I can be one. Spirit rising up. Into the clouds. Ride the winds of change.
No more white line fever - no more counting change. Eternal slumber calling me. Awakening a bold new rage. . Buried in the bottle - lost what I was thinking.
Ancestral malignance. Repulsive revolt. Absorbing the life. To gain self-control. Saturating humanity. With deceptive design habitually. . The procreation continues.
How long have I given all I've got?. Here I stand. My days and nights now are solitude. I struggle on. I've paid my price. . All I had I gave. . So much still lingers inside my head.
Confess, throwing the lies away. I come clean. Hate myself for another day. I come clean. Bound and tied got to break through. Still I slave. Feel all that you can do for me.
Destroyed. In leaving I took the truth. Ie learned. Never could I trust in you. Wasted. Those years are lost in my head. No more. In ashes now you lay.
These thoughts in my head. To you my thoughts mean nothing. Empty is your world. Existing is your crime. Your Ignorance alone is enough to make me hate you.
Following your head might be a long, long road to nowhere. Don't dwell on the past. You've got to find the strength to lead you. . Hear my words now. Suffer with me.
Reborn I drain from inside. Cleanse me now sever the ties. All gone dissolved from my life. Uprise pray for your demise. Your demise. . Carry me home.
Speak Not. Blind Eye. No Will. No Mind. In Time. Somehow. Someway. Youl Find. . I never thought you could sink so low. A slave to the dying. . Turn Away.
I chose the long hard path. I wandering. In self-denial for so long I bled. To find the truth in all I say and do. My darkest hour. I upon the suicide wall.
Looking at me smothering you. Destroying all. Looking at me punishing you. Destroying it. Pushing you down. Pulling you down. I crushing all. Pushing you down.
I stand beside all that I am. Alive through all my fears. A drive inside me to succeed. Will that never dies. . I'm spilling all my problems to you. I cry.
I'm trapped in darkness. Life is no more. Unending pain and agony. Waiting in Silence cold and alone. Must I live out death endlessly?. . Take my sanity.