Off work in the morning. and up at the crack of dawn. All my money worries. wherever I go come along. . Worry's a bully. that just won't let me be. Tryin' keep me busy.
I'm a dealer with an infinite tab. A gentleman in some of the sense. She acts like I'm rippin' up scabs. No wonder she has no friends at all. . She's a lost cause.
Pretending it'll get better. When you're not around. Finally free but I'm lying to me. Searching for the black memories. To show my heart what I need.
If blood will flow when flesh and steel are one. Drying in the color of the evening sun. Tomorrow's rain will wash the stains away. But something in our minds will always stay.
You used to come alive.. In the darkness, you held a light.. In the basement, you held on tight.. You would watch them night after night.. You'd take 'em out and you'd dust 'em off.
My lungs are not waking up. They don't listen what the rest of me knows. And I'm counting down the days I have left. Only listening while I'm holding my breath.
Label this love. Put it in a jar, and deliver. Cradle my heart. Get the beating out, and let it sleep. Filter this blood. Get the spirit out, young believers.
When you're old enough. When you've been through it. You won't know what it's like. You can't see things the same. But you're closer now. Did you close your eyes?.
I became everything and all at once I was nothing. I couldn't take anymore. Could I hold it in my hands?. I can taste it on my tongue. But I couldn't keep it all in my grasp.
Who do you want to be now that they're gone?. You can't help but feel a little bit left out of it.. But if the others can't see that you're not well,.
I was once a quiet boy. Cleaning out my wounds but I. Never could keep my mouth shut. When I needed to. . I could try to pry it loose. But the stone won't move.
Come in this light. You only need to feel loved. But you let the dark in. When you open up the door. . But you don't know what it's like. to lose. You don't know what it's like to lose.
I'm always home not for myself. But it was about me. Every song has been about me. And I saw it all. And I fought to tell. As it if was about me. Every dream has been about me.
I wish I never touched the surface of the sun. Suddenly I'm burning brigthly , burning too bright. Falling fast into the sea. . And I'm acking to the ocean far below.
When it shakes your bones is it alright. when the closet door is the only source of light?. and the whole ride home you were mine. 'til the front door closes leavin' me to fight back all these things that I've been feelin'.
(Do do da, do do da. Do do da, do do...). . My thoughts are slowly coming out loud.. I flinch each time I hear them out loud.. I guess I know what it's like now,.