i'll see you in a month and maybe we'll talk about everything thats happened from then to now. i'm listening to everything i used to pretent to be. and now i'm hardly aware of everything.
in trying to make up what i have lost. a million seconds passed. so i'm imitating time langing tricks that i can't land. have you seen my knees? be kind.
muscle, when will i see it?. i'll probably never look like my father. i'm so shy it's embarassing. i'll probably never talk like my mother. i woke up late i'm not sure if i'll stay.
talking me away from a half-hearted argument sunday. with the time i kill today. i could have gone out and been seen for hours. please don't foget me like i'd forget me if i were you.
it's entirely up to you what we do tonight. because if it's left up to me i know you'll find out. that i'm a geek with a lowercase g. and i'm trying to hide.
in time i'll grow up to be a man, i know he won't help me. to fix my bike or my life. in a terrible town i've shown that i can't hold my own. and definately not you're i'm sure.
by suprise he's in line. for the gift that you find out where i survived. so i told him a lie. in hopes that he might not try too hard to try. it's nice to see i'm half asleep now.
how dare i have opinions about what i've been given. i'm hired and you're fired in everyones life tonight. my hat's off to those guys and now my hair is in my eyes.
So close but we both seem miles away. I've been so tired and it's too late to end the day. So ends the wait and we both need not wonder why. Cold heart and cold winds too lost to watch good-byes.
Shut up where are you goin'?. Don't you know I'm talkin' to you?. I said, "Sit down, pay attention. All right then, go to your room". . Hey now, don't you listen?.
A one-way ticket to a place that's cold and ill. The following twisted dream is what keeps me in this shell. Could have been a doctor or a Harvard priest.
Rain is falling down inside my head. The pain is always there to stop the sun. From shining and, and the world feels heavy. Oh I can see my eyes have kept the pain.
I'm checking into leaving, yeah, I'm folding. I'm tired of breaking down and shaking this life around. I'm tired of praying, yeah, I'm tired of trying myself.
Shelter shelter won't you rescue me. My soul has fallen from the sky. I've eaten all that you said to me was true. And I'm facing hatred for my life. .
I'd like to walk beside my hidden fear. I'd like to gaze into the clear. I'd like to have my spirit unbound and free again. I'd like to live without this constant pain.
I can't save you. I can't believe you, yea. . I am the ground where you will lie. I am the wind where you will fly. . We've lost in a place. Where time is holding a sick, sick pace.
Take, take a look behind you. A little look inside you. 'Cause all you've known has gone up and down. [Incomprehensible] well I'm just a little bit angry.
Who's that makin' out with an angry mind?. Fearful, dark and wandering. Futile practice with the wisdom of the changes. Concentrating on the blind. . I said, "Oh yeah, it's already started.
Breathe in and out again. And pray that it isn't all in my head. If I'm getting out of bed. Then I'm getting off the ground. If you're going to say to me I have to.