I notice my fingers start to tremble. I feel butterflies that meet. with knees that are much too weak for standing. and lungs that can barely breathe.
Timmy died last night. a freak car accident. never saw the pole that he hit. had no premonition. but what's the saddest. is the note he left unsent. Briana dear I love you.
Regrets are my bedfellows. I'm feeling so alone. I've messed up my life palette. Now it's colored up with woes. . Just two simple words. Have changed me to no end.
And my eyes shut tight as the eyes of dark slip away. And I'll drift through dreams till the dawn of the day. When the sun comes up and I'll be here alone.
It always seems that when I need something. There's something to sing about. Life throws curves and for that I'm happy no doubt. Christmas is gone and summer is over.
dressed all in white silk. a pale ghost she floats till. the snow is forgotten outside. . by soft light of candlestick. step two three four five six. two pairs of feat slowly glide.
Eyes open as the light streams through the curtain. Only half closed and the kink in my neck. And sleeping in my clothes again. Reminds me that I'm not home.
When I cant see you. Your always near. Back right pocket. I keep you there. Safely hidden. For all those times. When nothing else at all. Can get me by.
Black night, a fitting situation. to match this black heart that I have your. sad eyes they match with this frustration. just don't try it and we'll meet again.
i've got a vision in my head. of how it should be. and i wonder if that's how it will. work out. when i sit down will i be smiling. a grin on my face.
I wake up. and start my everyday routine. of working hard at feeling sorry for myself. And after lunch I close my eyes. and wish to God that I could change.
Pin this one last. Because it was the hardest. Yet it meant the most to me at the same time. Feelings are tough to explain. When what I feel is bigger than any word that I can find.
a walk in space, silence and i, here at two-hundred thousand feet. we watch the oceans and the continents dance on time beneath our feet. and down below the clouds and people, strange and plastic, so surreal.
my life's cut short. the summer's gone. the times we've had. went down and are gone. i see a change. that takes me down. with all the rest. i see their backs turning away.
spending time. in not so obvious places. where no one would search for me. a little dose. of ambivalence in attitude. as to the trends of the places. i should be.
so you thought you had a friend. but he lied to you again. about what you meant to him. . but that's the way it always goes. your never happy and it shows.
[Originally by Phil Collins]. . Well I've been waiting, waiting here so long. But thinking nothing, nothing could go wrong, but now I know. She has a built in ability.
If the world should end, and we both die tonight.. I'd have no more time to say the things I might.. Had I known that this last hour would come so soon..
I missed what she said. Did I hear her wrong?. I can't seem to have. Anything last that long. Or am I a jerk?. With no sense of what. Makes them warm up?.