Beaten again by those around me. No one to blame 'cause I surround myself. Why can't my friends just make me happy. To do it right you've got to do it yourself.
Your story only tells one side. It's based on fact but filled with lies. (You'd be rich if each was worth a dime). . I played my part and that's defined.
It seems it's been so long, 'cause it's been way too long. Since we've shared a warm embrace and since I've seen you smile. The wind of misery appears and takes away from all we have.
It's dark outside,. It's cold and empty like my mind,. But who would know,. I can't make it right,. I know it's on me but I can't fight,. And i'm on my own,.
Hee yee eea. . Why did I let you inside my life?. How could I let you inside my body my soul my brain?. Now I can't make you go away. (Ooh). You're driving me insane and inside out?.
I've been waiting for you. To show your face as a clue. Living disgrace my eyes are burnt and my ears are tired of all these screams. . So I run the truth is falling you're the one sent to kill me.
Grown up an only child. One parent home. My style was spoiled and doubted. Not trusted, neglected by others around. . You saved. You saved me. . You were the only one.
Life sucks, sometimes friendships turn to lies. A hatred in disguise it brings tears to my eyes. I can see the truth from the neutral side in my mind.
Confusing reality. I see myself but it's not really me. How could it be? When I am me?. I guess maybe it's just a dream. . (Come on, come on, come on, wake up, wake up).
I'm just a person like you. I'm just a fuck up that's true. But you're the only one I'll turn to by my side. Everyday and night it's time to. Climb out of this big black hole.
This time it's gone to far, so why do I push and push to make you believe me, so. why dont you believe me.. . I hope you can trust me when you touch my hand and dont push me away when you.
Looks like I've fucked up again what's new. I am always getting out of hand. Though in control sometimes just don't give a shit. I get raw, have fun, I love it, so sick of sayin' sorry.
Ill times rollin' lackin' the flow, ache in my throat. And wisdom seems so lost, yet it's better in ways it's different. I miss those old school meditations when relaxing.
Breakin' 'em off a piece of my wicked funky style. Up front straight up,. No hiding behind a facade conformed society's way. Masses try to fit in, sin after sinner.
Your face is burned inside my brain. I lost my way. Your taste of stale flows through my veins. The cost of hate. 'Cause you'll never understand me. You want me to stay.
Jealousy is raining down on me right now. As the fear of losing you is setting in. But I'll continue to do my best. Although it's scary. (Scary). Wondering if this will be.
So you want more affection to add to your distractions contraction?. The snow it bleeds a sky so grey today. Of memories what's lost not gained pretty.
All you'd show is love, yet all I'd see is hate. You know that something's wrong, I know I can't relate. Wind is blowing pleasure by and I don't feel a thing.