I Feel Like I'm Going To Break Open Wide. I Can't Stop The Walls From Burning, Swelling My Wide Eyes. The Fear That I'm Fearing Now Is Crippling Me. Leaving Me Broken, Shivering Here On My Knees.
Frankly modest, speech dishonest. Eyes upon us like a vulture in the sky. Hovering carcass, molding earth, filthy birth after. . Friction based upon fiction replacing friendship.
I'm Going To The River And There I'm Going To Swim Until I Sink.. I've Been Drowning Here Forever.. So, It Won't Make A Difference To Me.. . Don't You See What The Buzz Is?.
I am broken and apart at the seams,. It's been a long ride for us,. To now relive everything I can't have,. Is now the test for us,. I have spoken,. I am going anywhere I can,.
The Ledge. . I am tired. I am drained. I don't sleep for days. Immersed in the drama. Strapped to your stage. I don't wanna be just another lover on a ledge.
These are the eyes that i've been shown,. This is the voice that you control,. This is the consciousness that's grown,. These are the truth's i've come to know,.
Occasionally I feel like the walls. Around are closing in on me. Physically I feel sometimes. I need seclusion to be free. . The irony at last I see. Reality is my perception.
Hiding here, Hoping this will finally give me peace. Pretty please. Readying, practicing the damage on my cheek. . I'm not about to crumble. I'm not about to cave.
Inside I'm free. no need to breathe. the knife cuts a careful arch. intent to leave it's mark. and through it, i see. Around and around the bend. this circle remains an end.
Sugar Falls. . What am I doing here?. What am I waiting for?. Will somebody fall from Heaven and join me on the floor?. . Why am I holding out, pretending it might make sense?.
How could you abondon me I thought you'd always be. There for me standing tall one and one for all. My support modeling rolling as a team. But insted on our own enemies of old.
Complicate Me Every Inch Of Me. You Suck Me In Only To Spit Me Out. Pick Your Poison. Cause You Know. I'll Swallow All Of It Willingly. . I'd Pry My Eyes Out.
Sick and angered by my friends extremely cold. Heartless talkin' shit behind my back about me. To my friends the source a jealous passion. Towards a spirit stuck in contention and feel.
Lately, I Swear There's Something Crawling On My Skin.. An Indication Of The Shape I'm In.. . Totally Aware Of Where I Am And How Far Down.. Somebody Has Got To.
Beyond the back row off the beat and path. step into a field of dying blades of grass. so thick I have to use my hands. and slowly sinking in quicksand.
She walks with a sadness like she's never known. exiting from the back in black from head to toe. a swallow of stale station air. leaving behind the taste of despair.
I will never tell you. I'd rather sew up my mouth. I'd choke sooner than ever say it out loud. Figure it out. I still wish you were here. . I am breaking down from breaking in.
Hello operator, I think I'm to be tried. For believing in my uncle, even though he lied. 911, 911ost. Emergency, this blood on my hands isn't killing me.
Although it's warm outside. I feel cold inside my skin. I really could have used fair warning. Then maybe I'd survive this hell I'm in. This is easy. This is easier.
Slow motion Broken and sick Unconsciously Cryin aloud Life sprawled. out in blood sweat and tears 11 months 4 more surgeries Still I pray. Until this day I must say It's ok Because I was left alone The bastard.