I've been around. Seen lots of CITIES, lots of TOWNS. I've been around. Lived in chicago and L.A.. I've been around. But there's one thing I'd like to say.
No use running I see you there. No use hiding or lying. I'm becoming you. I'll be all that I'll be beautiful. Pitiful, beautifully pitiful. . Look at yourself.
When you feel a certain violence from inside. Or when your nerve is shot and you ride the horse's hoof. When you're hungry and you're fighting to survive.
As I wake. I open my eyes. I find, I realize. My drive was so far but close enough to go. . Compelled by someone or something. Who knows the real me?.
At one time close now somehow far. No more oppression, no more scabs. To heal or pick open again. Attention strayed from everything. . And I will never believe you.
It's raining. . I know you think that everyone is looking at you. Why do you think that everyone is looking at you?. You think it's funny?. Well, I'm starting to, you better get in.
Why do you insist. That you are right and I am wrong?. I know, I'm no Jesus Christ. But I'm no different than you. . What if I was everything you wanted?.
Remember things that I forget. Isn't now and wasn't then. Now, I'm laying on my back again. I don't care, I let you win again. . And I don't need anything, I've left behind.
Take another hit and it makes me big again. In, out around my head again. Here and I'm never givin' up. 'Cause I don't wanna leave today. . My situation declines.
Save yourself while you watch your back 'cause I'll be coming. Wanna listen to me cry, I'm gonna try. I'm back, one back for you to turn on just face it.
And you try. And you try. To get the fuck up. . Listen to me. If you're scared drop to the floor. Try to think about something. Need a change 'cause everyone looks the same.
Tell me when you've had enough. I know I need some. . Really huh, do you want some of this?. Do you wanna try?. . Do you think that you've had enough?.
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0. . Offended by my obscenity. Mouthful of soap cleansing me. Asking for a little empathy. Mouth is stained, please let me. . Breathe. Don't breathe.
Come and take a look at what I got inside. Steppin' up to me will make you question your mind. So step up step up and eat a piece of your pride. Even the big look kind of small.
Make up your mind, what's your decision. Don't say that to me, looking back to before. Was it me that pushed you out the door?. Now I am the one that you want to meet.
Pack our bags, our car and head out for the west coast. As the seconds chase the minutes your body fades into a ghost. And the temperature is dropping as we cross over state lines.
It's in your heart, not in your eyes. Its not real just stubborn lies, if it's only on the outside. Cause there's more behind her smile. When she's right here right beside me.
Don't take the blame. Her innocence disappeared long before. We knew her name. She's just an actor with lines you can't ignore. . She swore. And justified that complexities lie.
Just take a break from the real world. And I'll show you your dreams. And don't get worried if things get crazy. Cause nothing's what it seems. Yeah, things are never what they seem.