I'm gonna buy myself a bike with a basket. Tell people where to go when they ask it. Drink just enough coffee not to call you. Every time I know I'll want to.
wiping my eyes of sleep. drinking yesterday morning's coffee. slam my head against the wall. . put the same black jeans on. wear a hat so you can't see my hair.
How do you become more to your friends than a conversation piece?. Does it make you feel better knowing,. You got the best of me?. I want to mean enough to someone.
Empty of a point or view, desolate. And here's the thing: it's nothing new. Shine me up nice. Shake off the dust. Your god sees my friends more than me.
You had the brightest dreams.. You were gonna be an artist,. Who plays in a band.. But I guess all things change,. When you're laying on the side of the road,.
Started using again. Left my heart in rocky hill. Hole burning in my head. Needed a distraction from my head. Devil on my shoulder said try this instead.
I thought i'd grow out my hair,. to see if you'd notice.. and I'd start dressing nice,. to make you believe that I'm alright.. and I'd start playing sports,.
There's not a thing that I could say,. to stop your blue eyes from fading to grey,. and all the blood will rush to my head,. and fall out of my mouth..
Sleep next to me,. tell me everything is how it should be.. When we wake I'll beg you not to leave,. tell me there are promises not meant to keep.. . and your hair will smell like smoke.
Kiss me, like you mean it.. and by mean it,. I mean lie to me again.. . Hold me, like it matters.. and by matters,. I mean walk away like you don't even know my name..
I wrote you a book of poems,. but you forgot to take it home,. so if you're leaving, let me know,. because you're the only home I have.. . I'm taking all the book I own,.
I suppose in this ever-growing search for love. Transcend all my clothes and become bare. Cause I'm not sure of anything in this world except I'm. Always wearing black and sleeping in.
spend a lot of time above water.. In fact, I spend most of my time in my room.. Lately that's made me wonder. if I've given up on trying to be someone new..
What does it mean to be happy. And am I getting better. I used to make excuses for myself. but its not the weather. I tried to rid myself. Of my anxious tendency.
Nobody likes me,. that's what I tell myself.. I live alone in my own hell.. I want to be the person you want me to be,. that I know that I'll never be..
Flower girl. I am not what I seem. I'm the reason your leaves are withering. My sun has set. And I will never keep you warm again. How I long to be in bloom for you.
We lost another one today. It makes more than I can count on one hand. So I went up out to California. Find... to find the proper way to mourn you. And I was....
I saw my chance. Saw my chance and I took it. Saw the chance to leave the life I couldn't lead. Saw my chance. Saw my chance and I took it. So that I could be more than.
I felt you whimper.. And I felt you shake.. Collapse in my lungs.. And I felt you shake.. I was (??) alone on a lake.. Clearing my thoughts and emptying fate..
All I wanna be is the one you sometime miss.. When you're with your friends.. I wanna be the spit that tingles on your lips.. And if you find yourself scared to be alone..