There is no way to tell his story. Without telling my own. And if his story is really a confession. Then so is mine.... What will it come to. Where will it end where is.
[father I've seen her through the window]. [she's been summoning spirits]. [she's brought a curse on us all]. [and for that she has to be punished]. [and I got these voices in my head].
You can't possibly know me. What I feel cause even I don't. A strange sensation of never being lonely. Has made me question the essence of existence. ...of life.
1 step at the time. Small progress seems futile. But is as valuable as life. I'm engaged to longing. With sorrow as the ring. Controlling me, denying me.
This is how we try to keep warm.. And trust me you'll need it when it's cold.. One more thing just so you don't forget.. Don't wake him when he's sleeping..
Where ever you'll go I'll be. Where ever you'll be I'll find you. I am despair. I am the cries of the abandoned child. The pain of the battered beast.
How long have you held me in this water. Much too long since my body is numb. How long have I been and where a I. And why are my hands tied. How long have I been your little altar.
Time for a breather let it all sink in. A pause from the deceiver and to reach deep within. I close my eyes if only for a second. To let my courage rise.
The sun is back again the day is here. Try to recall try to remember. What night brought upon me this time. There it is I've seen it before recognise the shape.
Strapped in a bed with no clothes. The room has no windows. I try to remember last night. But there's nothing. It is cold and my body starts to shiver.
I've been searching for so long. For someone to lead the way. And I've been searching for someone. Someone to ease the pain. And I've been searching for someone.
I have been walking this long dark road. And I have been climbing this tree so old. I have been wanting to let it all fall. It's making me. Turning me....
So high on believing. Not seeing your changing. I carry the weight and I'm weary. We're rounded severely. . Despite of your vision. You claim seeing so clearly.
I remember your voice and your dreams. Your smile when you laughed. And your pain when you screamed. I'll follow your footsteps let them be my guide. Can you save me from being myself?.
I painted a picture of you. Your soul was red & your mind was blue. Destiny lad a light on my creation. This dream I had made a slave of my passion. Reality was always too far away.
Remind me of what you said life had made you do. What did you do to make all you had fall trough. What forces you to make the choices that you do?. Are we to blame for all the failures that are you.
Relentless I'm speechless. I'm fooled by my inner weakness. Enticing Inspiring. Your words were so convincing. Delightful but soulless. Claimed harmless wishes seems less.
Fragments of the past flash before my eyes. Never ending streams of images colliding. Silhouettes of memories slowly fading away. Illusionary seductions haunts me in my dreams.
Stranded on a shore of no light. The waves brings me sorrow. and with a vision of past in my mind. All I crave is to see you back in life. . I call your name.
In a moment of clarity. It all became crystal. And now I try to find someone to heal me. I'm broken. Through the mist in a dream where I show you. Through the rain and the dark that holds you.