He was a young man, his life just begun. but never felt young. His parents hurt him, and stole his childhood. beat it out of his young mind. Dad was a veteran and alcoholic.
Somehow I knew what lay ahead. Different shades but all the same. Words mean nothing in the end. The things you feel,the things you say. . Eyes may open but cannot see.
The emtiness in me. A wish is not enough. When words have all been said. When truth has sealed my fate. . And the distant memories. Of a time so faraway.
You want to die and kill for god. . Where has the world gone, Where is the warmth of the light?. What happened to living for the sake of life?. What kind of god tells you to die?.
Bleak morning light. Upon fields of ruin. No ecape from the pain inside. A silent cry. That no one hears. Crushed 'neath the shadows of a burden vast.
Now that you understand. You will go peacefully. But I still regret. Not hearing you pleading. . Pulling you closer feeling your breasts. Pressing so firmly, aroused!.
The sky cracks open. To release the pouring rain. The day comes to an end. All dreams are thrown away. This bitter test of time. The darkest shades of light.
My wretched flesh stings just adding to my pain. I must not live, I am a curse. What have I done?. She was the only one, my life now meaningless. Merely wasting flesh.
The sunlight fading as air cools from blistering day. Stars appear in the dusken sky, invoking urgent senses. The breeze wafts fragrance of passion and winter forgotten.
What do you see when your eyes are closed. What do you feel deep down inside. Why do you try to understand your pain. Why do you always walk away. . Descend into the darkling seas.
There are times I fail to see the beauty. Times I fall whit no sence of direction. In this masquerade of cold deception. The secrets of heart. I keep my scars concealed.
My hands clasped tight, saliva spills. From my mouth down to the pavement. Sitting alone I see the girls. In uniforms walking to school. . Rising to my feet now to get a better view.
From beyond the grave to awaken your mind. I must teach you a lesson that I never learned. But without a God, could you carry on?. If the answer is, "No", then just stop right there.
Look deep into me. Tell me what you see. A broken image. A cold empty shell. This world brings me down. I'm on my knees. A choking grip so tight. I fear the night descends.
There is a shade of gry covering me. And I know well I'm all alone. . So please remember. I've learned to suffer. On a lonely path destined to crack. .
Night breeze stiffens my muscles, trees bend in the street light. Leaves rustle by ominously, a chill quakes through my mind. Though tear drenched eye I witness, this innocents demise.
Flesh Prisms of color radiate from your eyes. Through these slits you view your misery. Death lurks deep into your rotting soul. Brought to the surface by a chemical aroma.
A mask of sad rebelion. In defiance raised. To the heavens above. The streangth that wasn't there. A heart bound for cruelty. An all Consuming agony. .
We're cast down through the ages. We're cast out forgotten. Through emptiness of solitude. Through this emptiness. . Noone will ever listen. Noone will even care.
I'm astray somehow. Lose myself to an inner pain. The chaos fed waves of sanity. Slam the door shut again. Can you really see me. As I slowly pass on by.