Drowning myself, over and over. Desolate, trying it's over. . Why so cynical in life. You think you're living to die. All in wait, all in wait. . Burning inside, long for answers.
Got to get it out of me. I feel let. I feel let. I feel let. I feel let down. Push it down, inspite of me. I feel let. I feel let. I feel let. I feel let down.
By the stars, I'll find a way. These constellations, are maps to guide me. Anywhere in my mind. . We look to the heavens. But gravitate towards this celestial body.
I've fallen down. . No one's perfect. Don't even try I don't care,. I Won't live a lie. Who broke the neck of my guardian angel?. Left him for dead in a pool of dreams?.
As still as a tomb, where only memories roam. No birds sing here, yet silence speaks volumes. About tortured times, when man was blind. And innocence died at the hands of genocide.
The wail of sobbing loved ones. The echoes of the lies you told. The misery. That your ignorance has sown. The sum total of the drugs you sold. . That noise like an approaching train.
So you fabricated lies. Your paper thin disguise. And seek out the affections. Of those you once scorned. We always knew you lied. Each time your lips tore apart.
I'll find peace within my life. Without the need to judge my friends. Before you start your critical preaching. Remember every carnivore's a potential vegan.
When reason dies behind closed doors. Face down in a cell in a pool of piss. It's time to fear what we should respect. It's time to question cause and effect.
We don't mellow with age. But our priorities change. Life is so brief a play. And years pass by in what seems like days. We battle against the currents.
Try as you might you will never see. All the depths I have in me. I've always tried to choose my words. But they always seem to sound absurd. All the futile causes that I backed.
Another day, another trial. Another eternity spent in denial. Of the fact that we mean so very little. Face up to your mid-death crisis. The darkness, it blinds me.
You'll reap what you sow. The sky is a new shade of war. The colour of meat rent raw. This conflict's innocents. In heaps of twitching limbs. Mouths stretched in silent screams.
I am one. Standing proud. I am one. . I bled through every pore of my being. Automaton, unfeeling. Aurora borealis of agony. The white hot fires of misery.
Face the truth. . Despised for being godless. Dismissed as being hopeless. But if there is a hell, we're living in it. So what's to lose by so-called sinning?.
If you never rise how can you fall?. But once again i'm through the floor. I stare into the mirror and all I see. A shadow of what used to be. Worthy of nothing, going nowhere fast.
The eyes are the windows of the soul. And behind these eyes lurks a black hole. I often wonder who's really insane.... ... the givers or receivers of all the world's pain?.
Clinging to tragic tradition. Shackled by inherited lies. The subliminal indoctrination. Of who is wrong and who is right. . Even in this enlightened age.