Cut. Pain divides. Your descent. From all the. Damage that you have become. Blame yourself. Damage done. There is no coming back from this. . No absolution from the ones you scar.
My frustration caused the callous. Turned my senses into spite. My perception with no conscience. Made the fear seem almost right. . I was unaffected for so long.
I see all your reasons why. It's just the way that your memory betrays. You're like a second hand at suicide. It's just defeat of the image you portray.
You wear a cheap disguise. Your only vice until the end. Don't have an alibi. You never try you just condemn. You pressure everything. You never bring, you take away.
I can never feel the way you do. But it still becomes me now. I can't take the way you do. But it's still inside me. . Synthetic solution. Synthetic, I'll become.
Conceiving nothing, a precious life with bad intentions. At first it had to breathe, evolved to gasoline. A strictly diesel-minded soul proves to. . Grow and steal, when you try to make us fall.
Untie me, this peace of mind can't let go. Beside me, the finer things start to show. Divide me into your life. Beat it down and it's lying on the floor.
I don't think you want to be the one to see inside yourself. I don't think you want to understand that it clouds up your mind. I don't think you want to undermine.
Fall in denial of. I break I give into myself. Control, I break. I cannot be saved again. Before you take all that was to be mine. Give in because everything you taught will become.
The black and cold reminds me. Of all the distance we have crossed. And if your darkness blinds me. I could never be more lost. . But I'm not the one who seeks your protection.
I've reached this point. With fear my only fuel. I found my faith. With nothing, nothing to do. . Run, from you. You're binding me in sin. You've got to.
I've given up everything 'till it seems so fucking wrong. I've always been tied to you, now the bond is fucking gone. You're just a victim. Of your own decisions.
Confide in you. Decide it's true. . Forced on me and then you don't like it. Forced on me and then you don't like it. Forced on me and then you don't like it.
Feel the tension of rejection. Bleach it out with therapy. The confusion exclusion. Turns into my deformity. . Never trust it, maladjusted. I've become my own worst enemy.
If you said that you could kill the things inside me. You're just a liar, everything inside me is dead. Nice of you to think that I could ever be that.
Trying to understand, someone like you can sleep at night. Or are you too busy playing God to fuckers that are chewing on your lies. Another loser born?.
Well I feel that all this becomes. This waste that we call life. And it's real yet I hate. All the things that I've become. . Why the smiles become a waste of time.
I am not the one that you believe in. I will not become what you conceive and. You're the one who dug yourself a hole. And I'm not there to hear you cry for help.
Inner sense lost in a stream. Another day faking control. Alone, still living an introspective lie. Cut adrift, in constant motion. Roaming never ending oceans.
You found a way to get inside. And see the broken. Reliving such a damaged life. It's taking over. Now you see through fading eyes. It's like I'm disappearing now.