it's an endless repetition- the better half dismisses. itself and isolates us both...it's an endless repetition. where the shadow goes it's hard to follow. when.
I have just opened my eyes. I slowly start to realise.... . It can't be!. . How many times did you fight up to now?. . For how long have you prepared your withdrawal?.
I can't get rid of it. So stained by my own thoughts. Because today. I'm just a beggar.
Chicken bone - in my neck. I can't breathe - what the heck. Butter knife impales my throat. Through the slit - I start to choke. Plastic straw - held with gum.
Look at the total hag reaming an. even older can of catfood.... Hear the flies buzzing through her. bodily openings, bringing with them. the coolest diseases....
Sometimes I try to realise that you are gone.. Sometimes I think that I'll never, (Can't) go on alone.. An endless fight, to look normal, to be funny..
Wake up. A new day has come. Bringing new fears. It's tme to face the crowd. Outside the sky is wearing grey. The clothes are worn. Colours faded away.
In the supermarket with my mother at my side. Lurkin in the frozen foods was something that made me cry. A disfigured "being", limping down the aisle.
I'm walking back home. In this cold night I'm walking alone. I've never gone this way before. Maybe I was wrong. When I Made this decision. I should have listened to your recommendations.
By the way. The more I think about this sad story. The more I feel deceived. Couldn't I have been betrayed after all?. Anyway. I understand that things have changed in your life.
The judge blows the whistle, and everyone falls down.... Crutches in the air - braces on the ground.... The crowd begins to laugh, at the helpless tarts....
Time to retreat into dream. Time to leave the world I've seen. Time to lose myself in dream. Perish the thought of awakening. . Because they lie. And they cheat.
All the things let undone,. All the smiles that are gone,. All the love you won't know,. All the places you won't go..
How dould I've fallen so low?. What tortuous ways could lead me here,. But is that really unfair?. Would I be able to say "I'm sorry". What king of man am I really?.
listen and you'll hear a thought bending light,. i think a thought can't focus on just one thought. flesh crawls with envy when they laugh. they stare why don't they just go away look and you'll see a.
I will not die.... Fate I deny. . Outlive. Outlive humanity. Outlive. Outlive wind & rain. Outlive. Outlive earth & sea. Outlive. Outlive the galaxy. .
Marzuraan / marzuraan. Screaming faces on his hand. Marzuraan / marzuraan. Bastard taking what he can. Marzuraan has a plan. Leave me drowning in the sand.
Gaze upon me with wide young eyes. Look beyond my glow and find... me. . Why don't you look inside?. Why can't you look inside?. Why don't you try?. .
Lepers without feet. Hopping down the street. Walking on their knees. Doing as they please. . Lepers without brains. Diving out of planes. Plunging through the sky.