I toss up a coin to ease my last chance now. And stare with a smile when your light is gone. Yeah, I'm standing at the edge, engrained in red dread, I guess I'm caught eternally.
Witness the blueprints of hate. . Weeding out the hope forlorn. Following a stronger will in vain. Self indulgence. . Agony forever more. Forsaken spite, the final thrill.
Sweet, yes, your cold skinless body. And I feel the rain. As if teardrops crushed my head. But never I will regret my faults. Wandering of spirits. Clearness of symbols, black is the day.
Inner decay divine for all. Abysmal pain, I sleep under the skin. A fatal endless maze of shame. Killing pride in self annihilation. . Look in my eyes.
Crawling for faith, almost turning away from this world. Within the sphere of addiction and dismay, betrayed, as purgatory unchains. The infinite doom won't ease the thirst for revenge.
[Chorus:]. Under a veil I sleep swirling. Send down, failure may devour me. Cry it out and create my own sunrise. Insight, dream of states. I would love to lie in.
Inside Is Consuming. Anxieties Domain. Declining Will Within Myself. Is So Hard To Contain. . My Time Running Out. Will I Survive. My Life Wastes Away.
chaos of mind feeding uncontrolled this sentinal of terror. waiting in line for notions of the light. few seconds into DEATH. I confess, I'm full of (DE)termination.
[Fi:]. I would like to welcome you to a deeper sphere. Where only innocence fills the air. And previous trouble and all its secrets. Fall now apart. Like being renewed by closing your eyes.
Proudly I dance with fatality, and bury silver in the name of gold. I enlighten the everdark as twilight rules these desert landsSneering, I sold my virginity, broken equilibrium.
Go!. You're hurt and bleeding, compelled. social wars have victimized you. and as your walls are closing in. upstart the vicious cycle,. the acts of rage will unfold....
[Ev:]. Solemn promise of desolation, a bliss. An epic summoning for redemption. Purify us from temptation, love. The sunrise dies away all woe. . [Il:].
Searching for meaning to this life. playground, the self. awaking forever day by day, in bleak disclosure. hoping to find serenity in a silent dream. but the mind is restless.
have you got what it takes,. to survive in the jungle,. and if you make a mistake,. you get eaten up alive............
Everybody envied me as I. Walked down the aisle. Picture perfect wedded bliss. A pair of matching smiles. . I never knew what kind of man he was. It took me by surprise.
When I think of your hands sliding down my back. When I think of your sweat on my skin. And your moist breath whispering in my ear. I ... I ... i. I get sick.
I've got a ribcage full of broken glass. Shards of you under my skin. I've got a new disease called memories. And it pollutes my bloodstream from within.
I am what I hate. Now I hate who I am. . I torture animals. So I can have shiny, bouncy hair. Blinding rats and rabbits. So my mascara is safe to wear.
Every morning I wake up next to you. But this is the first time. I've opened my eyes. And now I realize .... . There's only inches between us. But somehow you're miles away.
I'm so perfect you say. I'm so special, no one can compare. How can you see all these things in me?. I can't believe you. . I'm looking in my funhouse mirror.