Moderation

I'm not about moderation. You better get used to the ride. Up and down and sideways. Spinning, spinning all around ..... . When I get a craving, it has to be met.

Methadone

You're my methadone. My nutra sweet. My false sense of satisfaction. . You're my gucci bag. Bought on the street. My own cheap imitation. . And I know that I'm just using you.

Inadequate

I feel inadequate. That extra mystery puzzle piece that doesn't fit. That birthday candle that doesn't stay lit. I feel like shit. . How can I reinvent myself.

I Like My Dog

He tip toes. Down the stairs. Carefully, don't wake the baby. . His wife is fast asleep. She doesn't see. The double life he's leading. . The face he wears at night.

Hiding

I'm hiding .... I'm hiding .... . I'm hiding who I really am. I want to tell the truth, but I just can't. We built our bond on honesty. But still I've hidden.

Erase You

I don't need your false affection. I don't need your serpent smiles. Drawing me into your garden. The devil hides behind angel eyes. . I'll erase you from my memory.

Daddy Dearest

Sometimes I sit and reflect on. Things my daddy said. Things I should never forget. Never get out of my head. . I'm a fuck. And I suck. I'm useless, worthless, I never shut up.

Shut It Down

This war should have ended so long ago. But turning back the hands of time is useless. This war is never ending it's all we know. We've wasted more than just our heart and souls.

Seven Years Alone

There's sin in my heart. But I stand accused. Of crimes that I did not commit. Tried and confined. Judged by your eyes. But I am an innocent man. . Bound and forsaken.

My Own

I've been fighting every day of my life. Against my demons, against my limitations. Torn between death and desolation. I greet each challenge with expectation.

It's Over

All my life I've waited for you. Simply because I knew you were there. In the blink of an eye, it turned so cold. This is the end, this is despair. Now it's over.

I Am The Nothing

I, lost everything, in the blink of an eye. Wondering nowhere, through space and time. I, I should have known, that someway someday,. You would find your way back to my arms.

As Bright As The Darkness

I've become the ghost you know. Where time moves so slow. It's been far too long. Since I've seen another face. In this empty space. . When you've seen it all.

Some Friend

You are here in my heart. Why won't you see me?. I can't hate you. . I trusted you. You lied to me, betrayed me. How could you make me choose. Between us and you?.

Liyl

Like It's Your Last

Bleeding thoughts I once had of you. Might as well not have been formed. Now they burn in an unknown place. I wish that I had said goodbye. Comparisons hold no meaning.

Darkness Prevails

Leave me here. I want to stay. I don't want this awkwardness. This pain. Just leave me here. . Face to face, I told you. I had to. I don't love you. .

Clouds

Put down the idea that I'm broken. The idea that you're not real. The idea that you can change. Change to you is no more than a new lie. . Flowers unfold to show us a beautiful play.

You Think You Know

Come on!. . Don't hang me, on another problem. I really don't give a fuck if you believe me. I can see that you were not the one to confide in. I cannot abide by you anymore.

Wish

This is the first day of my last days. I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far. No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away.