1) Sedation is not meditation. That's isn't what substitutes for conversation.. And who is wrong over holes burning into their heads or bloated sacks shifting in.
Naked and bathing the semen away. Uncomfortable and left behind.. The saliva shines a silver as we make love.. As I lose myself in pretending.. . Pulse catches in continuous beating. (Sore hands shake and bare feet feel frozen.).
You're not what you'll become.. You aren't how you'll end up.. With opened holes growing exponentially into my head.. Until we feel the fall, so we don't die alone..
These thoughts can't be mine.. but they're the only thoughts I have.. In this city of imitation, dying to survive.. and when night comes it's spent on..
We're lost love with nothing to give.. Our hearts are over-medicated.. An overdosed America.. Sharing a closet with our skeletons.. And in being needed, not what we need..
I stick to my sheets like failed reproduction. Soaking up on slowing down and the only thing. worse than being alone is when I'm not alone.. . I am in love with what I've lost..
As bastard sons of hate. of men. we came to bring. our lies among the pure. we rise to announce. the fall of your lord. we are here to win. . We have no mother.
Verra il tempo dei morti. sara un mesto raccolto. mietera fiori e vecchi. strappera le speranze. . Avra il pianto delle madri. come suono del non sonno.
Through the unseeing eyes. of a worm like a human. the pure light of fear. destroys all the truths. truths man created. fastly destroyed. raped by falsehood.
Lost in this limbo. I'm here in wait. suspended in ages. waiting my time. hopes, failures, delusions. and pain. passes by my side. as crystalized blazes.
Elevation I've praised. through the whole. human lifetime. supreme state I've reached. to be among. the ones who see. beyond the coil of time. . The veil of doubt.
Here in her arms. on my own. in the shine of delusions. The calling illusion. takes my thoughts. and my feel. On the rise of this coil. of growing depression.
Silent tunes of falling blood. Silent signs. of an ending life. A life I carried on. and now I find stranded. . I've tried passing on. this fear that cares.
I'v alred among the Ages. I'v tasted the Smell. supreme. revenge against the time. . Mighty Shadow's blood. in my veins. I elevate my self. so high. I rule on will.
In depression down. I'm falling. down in the oblivion deep. My mind, my force, my power. seen to be unreal. The death like air I'm breathing. wares my fear.