[Verse 1]. I don't wanna die alone. I don't wanna live forsaken. I refuse to let this go. Because my soul is breaking. I don't wanna let you know. That my heart is just so jaded.
Let's take a walk down memory lane. When I was just a boy and I wasn't insane. Back before the world got inside of my heart. Before all the sickness almost tore me apart.
I never cared about the money, never really needed fame. You'd think it would have changed me but I've always been the same. My label tried to sue me, TMZ tried to sue me.
I'M NEVER GONNA LIVE,. NEVER GONNA GIVE,. NEVER GONNA DIE YOUR WAY,. FUCK NO,. GO AWAY!!. . NEVER GONNA TRY,. NEVER WONDER WHY,. NEVER GONNA CHANGE,. NO,.
I should've seen this. From a mile away. I should've never let you get that deep inside. You're an actress. I can't believe a word. You'd say anything to get anywhere in life.
Sliced up - shot down. Everybody bows down. Kill em all - let em fall. God'll sort em out. Ripped up - zip it up. Really never gave a fuck. Wrecking ball - fuck em all.
I spoke to God today and she said that she's ashamed what have I become.. What have I done. I spoke to the devil today and he swears he's not to blame and I understood.
OH FUCK IT ALL!. . Sick of being sick and tired, sick of understanding. Tired of feeling sick to my stomach. Demons inside command me. THEY'RE SAYIN' CRUSH IT, BREAK IT, SMASH IT,.
You stole my life. You've taken everything. Left me here to die. You wonder why. . I wish you'd suffocate. And kiss your ass goodnight. It's the same old fucking story.
This ain't a test, fuck the rest.. Time to set the record straight.. Talk your shit behind my back,. I dare you say it to my face?. I've heard the words fall out your lips..
I've given up. On society. Up on my family. Up on your social decease. I've given up. On the industry. Up on democracy. Done with all your hypocrisy. All of the chaos.
I'd give anything just to cut you free. I'd give blood just to watch you- just to watch you bleed. I see through you and all your lies. You are everything that I despise you won't take shit when you leave.
Sometimes the things get so jaded. Still my heart slowly beats. Sometimes life gets complicated. Still the world around me sleeps. . I'm ashamed, I'm to blame.
I'm sorry for the demon I've become. You should be sorry for the angel you are not. I apologize for the cruel things that I did. But I don't regret one single word I said.
Yeah Go!. Did you hear the one about me being a punk?. Did you hear the one about me being a drunk?. Did you hear the one about me losing my nerve?. Or how I'm just another fucking sheep in the herd?.
I'm the apocalypse. with a fat lip(?). I never did and I still don't give a shit. I'm such an outcast. you swore I'll never last. I got news for you. This ain't my last dance.
Tongue tied, dead inside. nothing left, not even pride. This isn't how I thought the future would go. . Hell-bent, soul spent. nothing left here but to repent.
The devil's own. Why?. . Where did I go wrong?. Who was I supposed to be?. No matter what I've done. You've always criticized me. . Where did I go wrong?.
Johnny Cash and PBR. Jack Daniels, Nascar. iPod, Bill Gates. Smith and Wesson, NRA. Firewater, Pale Face. Dimebag, Tupac. Heavy Metal, Hip-Hop. I am. What you fear most.
Break that shit down. Zoltan, open the sky. . You want it, you got it. Everything you needed and more. You said it, I heard it. Careful what you wish for.