It ain't no mystery. I'm all I have left. I'm pushing back running you over. I've been thrown down, run around. Beaten 'til I hit the ground. Telling you right now that it's over.
Its such an ugly thing. The way you treated me. I should've walked away. Never to look back!. Its all still haunting me. I'm still in disbelief. A broken memory!.
There's just so much God damned weight on my shoulders. All I'm trying to do is live my motherfucking life. Supposed to be happy, but I'm only getting colder.
You're a fucking poser, that's all you'll ever be!. Don't get any closer, or you'll meet the real me!. I am who I am, you can't destroy me!. I am what I am, you can't deny me!.
"If I Fall". . I owe you nothing. I've given everything and more. I stand for something. The blood on my hands, broken bones, I live it. . Knife in my back, you can't take it back.
There is a house in Sin City. They call the Rising Sun. And it's been the ruin of many a poor boy. And God, I know I'm one. . My mother was a tailor. She sewed my new blue jeans.
One day. the shadows will surround me. Some day. the days will come to end. Some time. . I'll have to face the real me. Somehow. I'll have to learn to bend.
This wasn't meant to be a love song. Matter of fact this was about hate. I fucking said it, I don't regret it. A little much or a little too late. . I turned away just one too many times.
It's not enough. It's not enough. It never was or will be. I never had the chance to thank you. (FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART). It's not enough. It's not enough.
Feels like I'm running in place. A past I can't erase. I'm breaking, breaking apart. (I know they're after me). . It's like I'm fading each day. They took it all away.
Charge!!!. Imma fucking solider. Just like I told ya. While im just warming it up. You're getting colder. Out on the battleground. Lets take a look around.
I'm growing so distant. Nothing makes sense to me anymore. I'm learning to resist. Becoming more than you ever were. . Can't explain. What's come over me.
Another day in this carnival of souls. Another night settles in as quickly as it goes. The memories are shadows, ink on the page. And I can't seem to find my way home.
I look around and all I see is evil. The walking dead disguised as real people. It's kill or be killed cause life is not forever. It comes apart and then it falls together.
Falling in hate with you. More and more every day. Falling away from this. In every way. Is it right. Is it wrong. You and I don't belong. . Falling in hate, nothing to say.
I've been walking over graves. Carving out the headstone. That I own. My own. I'm like a monster in a cage. Traped inside a maze. I am home. I'm home.
Bring it!. . My life is perfect, so you believe.. Are you that stupid? Cause I strongly disagree.. I'm not a martyr, more like a thief.. Your rules are twisted and they don't affect me..
Round one, swear to god I do it for fun. Just a dead man walking with a double barrel shotgun. Ain't a single fucker left to fear. See their lips moving but I don't wanna hear.
Looking back I still have so many questions.. So many things unanswered.. Like what did I do?. What could I do?. Was there ever a moment you cared,. or was I always ugly and abandoned?.
Perched alone, he sits there broken.. An eldered man with storm. clouds setting in his eyes. He counts the sands of time. remembering day's gone by. It seemed like yesterday before it washed away.