I'm never waking up again so I'll never have to find out what you did. Each day it's harder to pretend. That your eyes aren't lying as much as your mouth did.
Hey mom, daddy left me here alone. Someone save me, someone save me. Hey God, I'm out here on my own. So now will You save me, now. . I think it's funny you've been quiet for so long.
I'm trying to create something that's not there. A spark I saw. A bomb is really just a means to an end. I was just so happy to be out of my shell again,.
I found myself within your room again,. I wonder where you are. Buts it's my fault, I shouldn't have let you into my heart so quick. Now you're gone, now you're gone.
Took some time to think my whole life through. Cause nine to five's not cutting it and I've got more important things to do. Then sit around like apples slowly rotting to their cores.
This must be the place.. I can tell by your glare.. I wouldn't touch you on a dare.. Seven months to June and even then, so what?. My mouth is open, my book is shut..
Last call, lights on. Pull your faces off the bar. Go to church 'cause you need a good cleansing. Of body, mind and soul. . I never thought it possible.
Do you know that every night. I think of ways to get back at you, sneak into your room. Put a pillow over your face, suffocate you. Rip into your chest and tear out your heart.
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up,. But I'll blame it on bad luck.
He can't make senses of this. He just too normal. And this place is too scary. He's so scared that he'll miss. He keeps on in hiding and restless and wanting.
Don't confuse neediness for love. Because obsession never lasts and you're insane by a landslide. I never cared for you much until death do us part. You'll always be distressed.
Well I could be brief. But what would that change?. I just beg to borrow time. Adding minutes to my life. To long for something I can't buy. And I try to look like I'm fine.
You're way too beautiful girl. That's why it'll never work. You had me suicidal, suicidal. When you say it's over. Damn all these beautiful girls. They only wanna do your dirt.
I know it's wrong and I'm sure you don't appreciate my tone. I just get so mad. I'm not afraid as I tell myself I am. . I love to be wanted but all I want is to be loved.
I've wasted too much time. Picking up pieces I've left behind. For months you've been mine. Still doesn't make it alright. . fell deaf to everything you said.
Baby Britain feels the best. Floating over a sea of vodka. Separated from the rest. Fights problems with bigger problems. . Sees the ocean fall and rise.
There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you,. But I hate myself instead.. There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me..
You, you never call. You never write me or nothing. I set myself up to fall. I was stupid, then, to try. . I'm living in a lie. I'm in a fantasy world.
Wonder if I said the right things. Would this wound have bled so much. Words are all that we have left for us. . Wonder why you had to be in such a rush.
Cut, cut, cut. Cutting myself down to pieces. Too hard on myself it would seem. That everyone could see myself worth beneath. . I'll take a stand devise plans, figure it out.