I lock the door and lock my head. And dream of butterflies instead. The beauty of their colored wings. The trees, the grass and pretty things. Imagination fills the void of my existence.
You think, you havent changed. You think, Im being sentimental. You've finally reached that age. Security is fundamental. . You think, you havent changed.
I woke up between dawn and night. Thought I heard the voice of Mommy. Sounds as if my parents have a fight. So I woke up my brother, lying next to me.
Bravely, I look further than I see. Knowing things , I know I cannot be, not now. I'm so aware of where I am, but I don't know where that is. And there's something right in front of me and I.
"Basically The Same". . Don't call me sinner. Don't call me nerd. Don't call me chaotic. Because you heard. . I have strange feelings. I have weird thoughts.
Shattered dreams are misunderstood. They left me stranded like I knew they would. All this pain's changing into good. 'Cause you got me, you got me. .
You gave me your hand so long ago. But now our house is burning, you're never home. I feel sick looking at our picture frames. I turned them down and I turned you away.
I wish you could adore, the way you did before. Now you're living through another year. Oh, the light you were will soon become a blur. As you're living through another year.
We all long to belong. We all need to be needed. Loneliness is our disease. Still we bite the hand that feeds. Where did we go wrong?. . Insecure and self-sufficient.
Where freedom is no myth. Where you hold on to it. An eagle in a cage. That gets on with its life. And somehow will survive. And it will rise and fall.
You turn off the light, kiss me good night. And mother, I know that I'm going to be alright. I just can't wait to grow up. Find my own life, be a good wife.
Dear God, it's me again down here. Don't wanna sound insincere. I'm lost, sometimes You're so unclear. What can I do? I'm feeling so far from You. . Frustrated, irritated.
Go on my love. I know you must go. But if there were a way. I would keep you home. . You'll fight for the tears. In the eyes of our child. As she stares at the hands.
If I could look beyond your face. And photograph your hidden place. Would I find you smiling in the picture. . I don't know what you want. Because you don't know.
She's finding love in the back of a car when is it too late. Have they gone too far. She's having trouble drawing the line. But she knows she wants to feel beautiful.
Is there anything you want from me?. My arms, my life, my energy. I don't know how far I can go. Everything says no. . But you know how it goes when. You're used to your side of the bed.
My friends. They keep makin' fun of me. I hide. Behind my insecurities. But I want so bad for them to see. Anything and everything. So I'm not living in a dream.
The thought of you and me and me and you. It's clear, it's blurry. Your head, my mind, your mind, my head, as one. It's real, the foolish worry. . I feel you and you feel me as I feel you.
Have I been left here alone to die?. I know Im breathing but am I alive?. Check my vital signs before they disappear. Oh God are You near?. . I am in distress, come and save my life.
Twenty thousand seconds since you've left and I'm still countin'. And twenty thousand reasons to get up. Get somethin' done, but I'm still waitin'. Is someone kind enough to pick me up and give me food.