I'm sitting on the roof again, staring at the stars. Hope lies in the shadows, I wonder where You are. Are You listening for my voice. Feel You so close yet You're far away.
The way we look tonight. I know nobody else could get in the way this time. Just can't stop the light. I know nobody's gonna get in the way of my. . It's futuristic, kinda mystic but I like it, like it.
There is no room to breathe. I am under water. I can't stand to take the heat. And it's getting hotter. 'cause all that I. Am dying to hold onto. Is slowly digging me a grave.
Swallowing this hurt, making it lie down. I'm my strongest ally, living life as I know how. I'm carrying the weight of a world that sold me out. I'm running with my eyes closed, hoping you don't see this doubt.
I spent my time trying to find. A way to lose Your shadow. I shut You out, I let You down. How could I be so shallow?. . I never thought of the consequences.
I was chasing my dreams. With a coke and a smile. Only You make me happy. If that was the real thing. Then Im in denial. . Only You make me happy. Now my hearts on my sleeve.
A car alarm at ten a.m.. . Doesnt mean I cant sympathize. . Doesnt mean I cant close my eyes. . For a little while.. . A lack of sentimental value. . Doesnt mean I dont love you.
I feel guilty sometimes when I pray. Stealing time from needs that are great. Still You listen to every word I say. And I wanna thank You. . And I, I'm amazed to call You mine.
These circumstances, these days of the week. . Ill pick them up, fold them in, make them origami. . til words form within and give me something to sing.
Underneath this skin is a heart that's bleeding. Underneath that heart I'm waiting and praying. Can You really feel what I'm feeling?. 'Cause this world don't ask it takes, it steal.
Yeah, youre so convinced of how its supposed to be. I know that youre confused, dont take it out on me. Were not afraid to try, were not afraid to dream.
I take the train station to station. Its one of my few luxuries. Besides my last sip of coffee. And eyeing the man across from me. . He is lost. Lost in the papaer.
I was consumed. By a life that I made destined to crash. Beat up and bruised. By the flashbacks of my own past. I tried to hide away. Till I heard you say.
You can't hear your heart. You can't see your dreams. Feels like your world is falling apart. And your soul's torn at the seam's. . Oh, you know when your world is unraveling.
Shes stepping out with my good friend. . I hope he has better luck. . Thought there was something..going on.. . Strange how change is seldom realized..
What if there is no tomorrow ? There wasnt one today.. . Relationships move in circles ; faces never cease to change.. . I cant recall the truth I said. I only know the sound of her name..
Running, did anybody notice. While we were busy talking trash?. It slipped out of our reach. Nothing is anything without it. Its funny how we all forget.
Presently I'm drinking beer illegally. Tucked behing two friends and a thick group of trees. We fit into this urban view. tucked below the avenues. Central Park is much more beautiful at night. Green though green changes hue through it's lack of light. We move like shadows down the path. A tripping stone escapes a laugh..
Another sinking sun. And I am filled with worry. With every morning comes. Uncharted territory. Am I too young and restless. To live the way the fearless do?.
I listen through the darkness, I know that Im not alone. And I feel You all around me but every time I call. All I hear is my own echo, Your silence says it all.