I don't think you want to be the one to see inside yourself. I don't think you want to understand that it clouds up your mind. I don't think you want to undermine.
Fall in denial of. I break I give into myself. Control, I break. I cannot be saved again. Before you take all that was to be mine. Give in because everything you taught will become.
The black and cold reminds me. Of all the distance we have crossed. And if your darkness blinds me. I could never be more lost. . But I'm not the one who seeks your protection.
I've reached this point. With fear my only fuel. I found my faith. With nothing, nothing to do. . Run, from you. You're binding me in sin. You've got to.
I've given up everything 'till it seems so fucking wrong. I've always been tied to you, now the bond is fucking gone. You're just a victim. Of your own decisions.
Confide in you. Decide it's true. . Forced on me and then you don't like it. Forced on me and then you don't like it. Forced on me and then you don't like it.
Feel the tension of rejection. Bleach it out with therapy. The confusion exclusion. Turns into my deformity. . Never trust it, maladjusted. I've become my own worst enemy.
If you said that you could kill the things inside me. You're just a liar, everything inside me is dead. Nice of you to think that I could ever be that.
Inner sense lost in a stream. Another day faking control. Alone, still living an introspective lie. Cut adrift, in constant motion. Roaming never ending oceans.
(Refrain). Ya tell me lies, lies, lies, sweet little lies. When I Cannot bear the truth. Ya tell me lies, lies, lies, sweet little lies. Help me make them all come true.
Starvation is the creation of the devil, a rebel. I'm bringin' food to the people like a widow. Bringin' flowers to a grave in the middle. Of the city isolation is a riddle.
You don't have to be so scared to share what's inside. 'Cause you're daddy's little superstar. And you're mama's little butterfly, fly high. . A strange strange litany of verses and reverses.
The world around gotcha down. You got high blood pressure people pushin' you around. And some wanna tell you how you should behave. Cut your hair the right way tell you what to say hang.
And I say. "Sometimes, I feel like I can do anything and. Sometimes, I'm so alive, so alive. Sometimes, I feel like I can zoom 'cross the sky and. Sometimes, I wanna cry".
I'm a little under the weather today. Too much of pepper spray can make a brother congested. You know what I'm saying. But the harder they hit us the louder we become.
I have been travelling down this river, so many rocks pop up in my sight.. I've got to make some quick decisions, should I go left or should I go right..
You've been a fool never treated right. Your life is done, but you did not realize it at all. Now you're hiding all the things you've been going through.
Life brings moments. You can turn and run. You must face it. It has to be done. Just ordinary day. As any other. Ordinary thoughts. No dark clouds to cover them.
Dark is the truth about mankind. Eradicated by its mind. Weak and enthralled. Was proclaimed king by the lodestar. . The sovereign of gods' squalid kingdom.
Cross fading thoughts.. I am in will to change.. My reflections are just a subtle idea.. I feel I am changing into the infinity.. . You are weak. Not in control of your own.